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Monday, August 13, 2007,
9:18 PM

hais.i gort a sickening B4.arrggh.veri sad sia.wen i realised dat i didn't get distinction.tears started to fall frm my eyes.wat de fcuk!******* can get A2???fcuk her lahz.act onli.stupid idiot.still show mi dat fcuked up attitude.go die lahz.asshole.tink u veri preety arhz?ur face lik shit lik dat.crapper.always lik to act cute n innocent onli.fcuk lahz.everytime lie n lie.lamer.so wat if u get A2???i suck!happi?lets wait patiently n see wat de ending result wud b.fcuk lahz.im tellin dis right now.im goin to study damn hard frm todae onwards.i muz and will win you n dat fcukin *****.alright.back to wen we were gettin back our results.i held back my tears wen it was my turn to walk up to darren chong n look at my results.however.wen he told mi dat i gort a B4.i broke down again.hais.actualli he wanted to giv mi his pen to sign on de paper.but wen he saw dat i had tears in my eyes.he quickly withdrew his pen n asked mi to take a seat.oh ya.wen i was told my results.buffalo was beside mi n was lookin at my results too.after takin a seat.darren chong asked mi y i was cryin.i juz kept shakin my head.den he asked "did u expect to do betta?".i nodded my head.den he asked "wat did u get durin mid yr?".i couldnt manage to say "B3"out.so i juz showed him three of my fingers.den he said"B3 arhz?u expected an A izzit?alright.its ok.dun b sad.now it is time for u to make a decision.whether u wan to retake anot.do tink of ur other subjects too."so.wen i finally calmed myself down.he gave mi his pen to sign on de paper.i juz scribbled on it n gave him his pen back.lastly.he said"dun worry.i dont get all dat i want in my life too."wen i stood up.i broke down again.i went back to my seat.pui hoon.jesline.hongni.wendy.were dere.dey tried to console mi.mrs ng came n talked to mi too.doris came too.mannan asked mi to not cry too.but i juz couldnt do it.i was damn upset lahz.i stopped cryin.den wen we left de hall n went staff room dere to find hoa.i broke down again.she consoled mi.wendy.hongni.pui hoon.jesline.consoled mi again.dis time joshua was oso dere.he asked mi nt to cry too.i stopped cryin after a while.den went canteen wid dem.nora tried to cheer mi up.jian bao tried to cheer mi up too.aishah tried to cheer mi up too.but in de end.i started cryin again.hais.im still damn upset...but dere's nothin dat i can do bout it.even though i noe dis.i still keep on cryin.sobs.

to HIM:congrats for gettin a C5.

to mummy:thanks for cheerin mi up.i love u.

to daughter:thanks for cheerin mi up.i love u.

to x? mummy:thanks for cheerin mi up.i love u.

to monkey:thanks for cheerin mi up.

to toy:thanks for cheerin mi up.i love u.

to milker:thanks for cheerin mi up.

to nora:thanks for cheerin mi up.

to shoe freak:thanks for cheerin mi up.

to dumbbell:thanks for cheerin mi up.i love u.i will try my best to smile genuinely
for u tml.lols.

to wife:thanks for cheerin mi up.

to darren chong:thanks for cheerin mi up.i realli love u alot.u rock,man!de BEST form teacher ever.YOU ROCK MY WORLD!i wunt ever forget you!

to mrs ng:thanks for cheerin mi up by crackin some lame jokes.hahas.i love u.dun
worry.i will do my best for poa n maths.u rock.

to buffalo:i dun noe why.but i feel dat i shld apologise to u for lettin u down.im
sorri.i realli am.hais.wen i saw ur sad face in class todae.i felt dat
somethin was wrong somewher.but i took it lightly.wen i knew my results
todae.u were dere.i realli appreciate it.but.hais.all i can sae is im
sorri.

to *******:fcuk off lahz.asshole.if tml u continue to show mi dat fcuked up attitude
of urs.b prepared to see de other side of mi.lamer.arrggh.i feel lik
whackin ur face sia.hais.get out of my sight.bitch!

to my mum:sorri for lettin u down.realli sorri.even though u didnt scold mi or
anythin.i still feel lousy deep inside.hais.sorri.sorri.sorri.sobs.

I HATE MY LIFE!
I LOVE PUI HOON.HONGNI.WENDY.HOA.LIYANA.MAY.AISHAH.NORA.DORIS.JESLINE.JOSHUA.JIAN BAO.BULLSHIT.HIM.