Renuka's(CLICK ON THE READ, WRITE, TALK AND LEAVE !)

Tuesday, August 14, 2007,
9:57 PM

made up my mind not to cry todae.physics was in avt todae.de lesson ok lahz.learnt quite alot.hahas.den was english which was(needless to sae) SUPER BORING!yucks!english lessons suck!even though im sittin wid pui hoon.de lesson is lik ewww.hais.those in my band wud understand y.lols.tml gort three periods of english lehz.arrggh!pui hoon.pls try ur veri best to come tml.dun let mi suffer durin english tml.hahas.den was mother tongue.felt damn weird to see buffalo's face.but had to face lahz.at first.he didn't sae anythin.den after a while.he asked us to sae out our results cos he dun realli noe our results or somethin lik dat.hais.wen it was my turn to sae out my result.i was on de verge of breakin down.my voice was lik super soft lahz.after dat i turned my head away frm de class n looked outside de window.den de teacher started to tok bout some stuff.n i started cryin.hais.i cried.cried.n cried.den dere was dis part wen he said"last time dere was dis girl hu gort an A2 n she cried lik hell.so horz.OUR renuka dun hab to cry."i started to cry more.hais.den he said"its ok.renuka.u can retake n try again.i feel dat u may get distinction.cos u r strong in paper one and two."den i continued cryin cos i knew veri well dat it was my oral which pulled my results down even though i gort a merit for it.hais.at least de teachers didn't fail mi or juz pass mi.i shld b thankful for dat.hey.fcukin *******.i noe how u gort ur A2 lahz.all thanks to ur fcukin oral which u gort a fcukin distinction for.fcuk.fcuk.fcuk.wow.u didnt come sch todae.heard frm ur fcukin frens dat u were sick!serve u right for showin mi dat fcuked up attitude.yucks!u suck lahz!let mi get back to todae.i stopped cryin n asked for permission to go de toilet.i broke down in de toilet AGAIN.den went back to class n was super quiet lahz.den met hoa outside de staff room.broke down again.hais.i wunt b surprised if i run out of tears juz cos of dis.hais.didn't hab de appetite to eat durin recess.was damn quiet durin bio.maths and physics test was ok.physics n bio practical was fun todae.lols.BIOLOGY PRACTICAL was more fun den PHYSICS PRACTICAL of course.duh!lols.by dat time.i was smilin alreadi lahz.lols.after dat.went outside staff room wid wendy to find hoa.stomach damn pain cos didn't eat anythin since yesterdae nite.so.was rushin dem to go n eat.joshua came too.we went kfc.but in de end.onli mi.joshua n hoa ate lorz.de rest went home.after eatin.we oso went home.i went to bathe.watched tv.den play comp lorz.too tired to study.lols.played games wid joshua on msn.FUN!hahas.

to buffalo:thanks for ur encouragin words.n once again.im sorri.

to toy:thanks for consolin mi by makin LAME jokes.

to x? mummy:thanks for consolin mi by makin LAME jokes.

to mummy:get well soon(by tml mornin)!dun let mi suffer durin english tml.

to milker:we shld play games more often.hahas.

to *****:now ur turn to show mi ur fcuked up attitude izzit?get lost lahz.BITCH!

to hui ling:thanks for lettin mi noe some stuff.dun worry.i wunt sabo u de.hahas.n ya.dun worry.i will study hard de.one of de BEST juniors EVER.i love you!

to DUMBESTbell:dun miss ur fone too much ok?dun sad lahz.smile.hahas.

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i jUz dUN UNdERstANd yoU.

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